I thought that today was going to be a good one. Well, I thought wrongly.
Everything went all fine for the past few days. Until.. a conversation that I had last night. With a person I'm close with. It was a tad odd. Not as always. I thought it was just me. And once again, I thought wrongly.
I didn't know that to stay friends we gotta see each other EVERYDAY. Talk on the phone ALL OF THE TIME. Or better yet, choose sides. I didn't. So I am sorry if I have not been a 'good' friend. This may sound harsh, but what the hell. What said's said. And what's done, is done.
Everything is okay now. No really, it is. I'm not being sarcastic. But I can't lie and say I'm fine. I'm not. It is just so frustrating. And I am beyond disappointed. But hey, I live by my principals. And when it comes to friendship I go by the famous pepatah melayu, 'masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri'. If you were to take everything seriously, you will never have real friends around you. What you will get in return is a bunch of fake friends trying to please you all of the time.
Yes, there's a limit for everything. But trust me, with what I had to deal with, haha it's just so tacky. They might be fine all the while but not me. Because I see myself as the victim. Words were thrown and accusations were made. What did I do? I tried to ease the blunder with my own words and explanation. Didn't actually get the respond that I wanted. But that was my fault. Shouldn't have expected anything at all in the first place.
So this one, I'm going to let go. After all, highschool's over. I'm done with all these dramas and what not.
Goodnight everyone. xx
